Today could be the worst day of my life!! ): UGH!
How much more screwed up could it get? I was like so freaking troubled and scared and pissed off by it, I think it affected others, and I'm really sorry. Even my seniors could tell that something was wrong, because I wasn't my usual high self. )': 3rd week into school only and I got blacklisted, what a way to start the year Aline Chan.

Anyway I got banned from training. (Like how stewwwwpeeed is that) It was so emotionally and mentally torturing. But coach still let me train today, he was really super nice about it. Trng was a killer though. Ran 1.1km x 3 at the seniors' fast pace, plus 2.2km fast pace too. Of course, I wasn't fit enough yet so I became a lagger. After those runs, my legs were officially jelly-like and cramping during trng. Yikes, what a absolute horrid day. Bus took ages to come, reached home really really late without dinner yet. UGH I hope with all my heart that tmrw will be a much better day. But my friends are ponning and I won't get to see them, that saddens me, haha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERICA!!! You're 17th and ageing!! (: