I am so NOT supposed to be here now, but instead mugging my brains away because I know I've screwed my other papers to shitscrewedstate already. But I have so many reasons why I wanna shout and scream and kick! I swear I'm going to die of internal stress one day, without even knowing that I'm stress. Geee. I swear its that 'round thing' thats giving me all the pressure. Live up to expectations for that 'round thing' and related stuffs. rawwr I can't wait for Thursday to roar it all out! Okay I better hit the books again or I'll live to regret it.

I give my best.
But sometimes the best is just not enough.
Is it ever?