I suck.
How could I miss Nat today?
The next time I'll see her is probably 4 years later,
and yet my stupid brain, too filled with
nonsensical thoughts can actually miss that out
I am so so so sorry FatNat,
I really meant to text you early this morning
I feel extremely guiltridden now, and will be for the next 4 years
I'm gonna miss you loads!!

Goodbye Nat, Bon Voyage, Take Care
Hope you're settling well down there (:

My head is so full of random thoughts
Mostly thoughts of the other half of my life unrelated to soccer and studies
Its killing my usual train of thoughts
I'm distracted
I'm drifty
I don't want to think about it, it just keeps popping in like a little bugger

I still don't know myself well enough
Or is it just an excuse of the growing up phase
I feel like a darn pessimistic bummer
Who wants to be like an ostrich
Hiding my head in a hole in the ground
For probably the next 10 years
Good bye World