Standing at that crossroad
I've never felt so lost all my life.
I have no direction,
no where to feel belong.
Trudging home was a war.
A war of fighting back those tears.
Showering; crying
What difference does it make
Tears blend well with water
There is no difference after
Or so I feel..

Actions and words
Aren't they supposed to be a pair?
Jack of all trades
Master of NONE.
Yes say hi to that master in me

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but its goes to waste
Could it be worse (could it?? I'm sure)

Fix You or Screw You
I need serious fixing
My emotions are screwing my life up
Get a grip
Continue my good cry before I
SNAP OUT OF IT
I am driven by obligations
Could you still call that drive?

Anal