I feel so cheated today and I can't understand why. I guess I never will because I have never really been able to. I keep telling myself to forget it. I keep trying to think of an alternative reason why so, or should I say excuse, but the matter just keeps bugging me at the back of my head. Arrgghh please go away and let me be alone in this world. I can't stand it when it changes so quickly, its like the freaking weather. You always make me sad, I don't know why I'm still here. One letter suffice: The letter L.

Hate that I love you.