I'm so overloaded with emotions, I feel like on the verge of a breakdown. But its too early, I tell myself, I gotta stay strong, its only half a month of January. I've got a lot of things inside my head, its bugging me much, I wanna talk to someone, but no one. So many issues in my head, bugging me constantly. I'm trying to put on a facade, a facade of happiness, but I guess its not working. BloodyHell I feel like shit totally. And I know I'm not one who will seek someone just to talk about whatever's bugging me. Forget it Aline Chan, get a life!

I gotta be Strong
I gotta be Independent

Trng sucked totally for me today. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't focus well, I couldn't get my left leg kicks right today, I couldn't see cause of the stupid blinding sun, ugh I hated myself so much today, I felt like kicking myself ! Asshole!

And I just can't stop thinking about it.