1 week had past just like that. Results gotten back. The ultimate disappointment in some, especially for those that I had my hopes held so high because of the intense amount of effort I put in. But right now, I've dropped all focus on studies, just trying to drift through these 2 months of school, without lagging, and instead concentrate solely on the upcoming season. Speaking of season, soccer trngs are everyday now. I'm getting really tired, but I have to hang in there because everyone around me is doing so to. And I am SO NOT going to give up now, after all that we've gone through. This is what I've been looking forward to. There were really really bad trainings, adding on to the fact that the papers I've gotten back that day were double boo, it was one hella emo day. Special thanks to Tixi the Small, for being with me, crying for 1 hour on our own, throwing out all the burdens. I know its a freaking wrong timing to be breaking down at this point of time, but if not now, wonder how long more can I hold it in. Emo Budd and I are gonna be strong now, no more tears and we'll just push each other on.

Tuesday was a halfday, really fun time spent at Rachel's house. Scamming her, getting scared instead, eating all her food, watching the movie DOUBT, playing Wii, trashing her in Boxing and Tixi in Tennis. It was pure fun and enjoyment, I need little joys like these (:

Had our 2nd round of testimonial match yesterday. I was subbed in the 2nd half, and I really enjoyed the game, despite the uber hot sun, that made my toes feel like they're on fire in the boots. Chasing down every ball, I like that. Seeing all the seniors once again was really nice, a pity Xiang couldn't come and Bob didn't stay long. It brought back all the memories when they were still around though, and it sure was fun. Like PeiQi taking forever in the toilet, incessant teasing of LeLe again..Well, the outcome of the match was finally good, a win for the juniors alas. This is our last friendly after 17 matches, that concludes the pre-season I guess? With just a few more trainings and we're into our season, I'm all hyped up. But yet there's this little dread in me that I don't want the season to end, don't want soccer to end. Because then it will just be books notes and me, and that's really gay and F-A-T!