SOCCER CAMP '09 WAS ABSOLUTELY BRILLIANT!!

The first double trng was rather horrid, something possessed all of us to under-perform and we disappointed not only ourselves, but Coach and the juniors as well, so much so that JTS was cancelled. The CPR talk was really weird, with a 1-to-1 kiss with Mini Anne. Oohlala Pervet De'cruz was excited for that XD! Movie of the Night: Some golf show about Francis Ouimet, a caddie boy who outshone over the famous stars like Harry Vardon and Ted Ray. Another of those inspiring movies that Coach always choose for us (:

Woke up at 5 plus the next morning to go for an early morning run with Coach. End up, it was a SCAM! Coach treated us to Macs Breakfast!! (: What a delight! Back to school and ended up in trouble with TYH for staying over illegally. What a spoiler.

Match against NJC. I'm really really glad for this opportunity to be able to play the whole entire game, given that chance to really step up as a senior, shouting my lungs sore to push up, shift and even waking up our own ideas. I swear I've never shouted so much and so loudly in my life before. I felt so much adrenaline rush, I was so focus on my one goal that my stupid partella injury did not even bother me throughout the game, also thanks to ZhangQian for her partella band [: It was a great match for me, and I treasure it alot, except for some stupid mistakes here and there. I'm sorry to the team, to Coach, for that stupid last goal conceded. I've learnt and I promise there won't be a second time like that. I will learn how to be a proper last man. Versatility is the word.

2nd trng was better, although not perfect. Following it was JTS! The juniors are perfect BBQ-ers, and oh-boy, they are the bomb when it comes to dancing!! "Doncha wish your girlfriend was perv like Jes" hahaha. Three Cheers and Kudos for the Juniors of VJSG!!! Coach and Nat sang songs to end off the night (: Headed to Gling's house for the night's rest. Her house is ultra big, with thousands of pillows, bolsters and mattresses. Betnyny and I actually had 4 sleeping bags to ourselves!

Woke up at 5 plus the next morning AGAIN to start our day off with 3 tasks!
#1 Hike back to school in 30min. We did it!
#2 Get the whole team through the spider web (in 15 min, we failed) Eventually We did it!
#3 Get the bag at the top of the container classroom. We did it!

Butbutbut! I'm really really really really really super sorry to the team and coach, for breaking the trophy. Although you guys may say its okay or whatsoever, I really take the blame onto myself and I'm so sorry. I told Coach this, and I will tell you guys, that if you give me the chance, I will work my very very best, to earn a gold trophy back for you. I promise. Girls, please help me make this not an empty promise. Once again, I'm really sorry, and we'll work hard together for our last final journey!

Anw, lastly was Gauntlet with LeLe the Queen as Falcao's faci. Running alongside Jehh-Min and the juniors Rachel Rachelle Cheryl Rasyiqah, was a really awesome experience I would not trade for another. Although we boarded the wrong bus, couldn't settle on a specific mode of transport, shamelessly begging for money, hallucinating about bread, getting chased out of NLC and ran and ran and ran, it was really really fun. Ended off with team-golden-pillow-dinner, giving out of jerseys and sharing session. It was one emo ending, but those tears and laughter will always spur me on to work even harder, for the Team VJSG that I love. Quoting the perv Jes, You guys are fun, I love you all. (:


Guilt is a horrible feeling. I can't seem to get rid of it. I guess only time can mend it. Both incidences have certainly taught me lessons, lessons I will never forget and never commit ever ever again. But the guilt I have in me, shucks the feeling totally sucks. I understand how Sock feels, when I spoke to her last night, after all the emo sharing. I know I should stop self reproaching as it won't help anything, but ultimately, its hard not to when it fell right off my very own hands. Anyway, Thank you Xin and Ame, for trying so hard to fix my mistake, thank you for all the hugs, Sock, Tano, Mentee, Mentor, Perv and the team. This is random, but speaking to Sock after the match, she reminded me of this: Thank you Nyny, for giving me the confidence to try as last man. You were the one who encouraged me to do so, despite my wavering beliefs of self doubt. And to Ame, I love Climbing, Thank you for last year and this year's camp climbing experiences! Without you guys, I don't know what I'll do.

Singularity in Purpose-that I am all for it now! Bring it on!