The world is a huge disappointment.

F R E A K I N G

U N F A I R.

I wish I could change it.
I wish I had kicked harder for training.
I wish I had something concrete to begin with.
I wish I had gone running after training.
I wish it was all a mistake.
I wish I had vented out everything with the ball and the net.
I wish it was different.

1 hour of searching for the ball-totally did nothing but added on to the frustrations. Plus the extras in the way of doing nothing but hindering, it was purely annoying. I can't stand seeing, I wanna do something. I am not lamenting about that fact, but instead of how freaking unjust the damn bloody whole thing is. UGH I wanna just scream and sprint my guts out right NOW!

Feeling Fab today was spoiler, I shouldn't have come to school at all.



On another note, supposedly happier but nothing is going in that smiley direction now.
Braces are out.
Won HCI 8-0 for our first match of the season.
I got to play right wing, although not for very long.
Still, I'm glad for the opportunity to.




Why.Oh.You.Ass.You.See.Kay.China.Man