I'm forcing myself to sleep in 20 minutes time! TEN-THIRTY is the max for me tonight. I will not let myself turn into a night owl. I've seen what it does to me. It makes me drift, it makes me lethargic mentally. I think mental fatigue is the worse kind of fatigue, it affects everything. And I don't want that to happen to me again!

PE today was pretty cool. Did so many things, ran with Frances, played tennis for the first time with Sock and Weiting, and basketball with the class! Sports make me alive, but ironically it is also through sports that made me so jaded most of the time. XD

Careers talk after school, the school was like a shopping centre man! With all the typical Singaporeans coming out of the hall with big bags of freebies, like some GREAT SINGAPORE SALE! SPH didn't interest me much, its such a writing job, my GP's aint fantastic. >< SPF interested me quite a fair bit, imagine me in the police uniform! SAF is cool too, I like the Naval Diver role, I think its pretty awesome, plus being the one in the artillary. I've long given up on my pilot ambition, considering that I'm under the height requirement and I need to go for tonnes of lasik before I can qualify. OH gee.



All I need is the heart. Just Heart. That will be my greatest talent.

I'm so tired, I've been DRIFTING around school the whole day in my own little world. Feeling very distant from everything and everyone, yet physically I'm there to show my presence. I need a break off school (maybe I'll self-declare holiday one day). I'm getting sick and tired of the routine once more, its a vicious cycle I swear, only roping us tighter into the whirlpool of grades. Good grades or bad grades, we'll all grow up. Grow up or stay young, we'll all die eventually.

Okay shit why am I having such a pessimistic outlook on life, when I should be rejoicing about life!

-music changes the mood- current earworm: Can You Hear Me by Enrique Iglesias.
(This song always bring back memories of the night we stayed at Buddy's house for Euro Finals :D)

Some pretty awesome and wonderful news!
Interhouse Netball today: Phoenix--WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS! A close call with Draco, drawing on the finals, winning by 1 point during extra time. Brilliant play everyone!!! Netball is cool, I miss those IJ interclasses netball times, plus the supersupersuper fun time of banner painting, where 3/2 and 4/2's banners always rock the house down with our coolshit silhouettes.

Met up with FatNat once more, and Caty. Was SUPPOSED to see Mr Loh too, but once AGAIN, I was a little too late ): Seriously have no fate with him, I'm always missing him by a bit! Rawrr. But nice him, treated us to Crystal Jade dinner! (: Immediately after, Nat treated us to Swensens Earthquake. How absolutely sinful, but owells a little indulgence. I'm so gonna run it off, I promise you Aline!!

Nat says that no one will ever take me seriously. ): Thats not something to be proud off. Imagine, whatever I say, people will think I'm kidding. And that is 'cause she says, I look like a KID!! Still??? Come on, I'm SEVENTEEN already! Its just the backpack, braces and short hair w/ hairband, I know!

Had loads of fun dunking Bing today, her post-birthday celebration by the soccer girls! Mel baked a totally yummilicious cake, shes the baker man! Sab's house was pretty cool too, although we didn't go up, I love her condo! Ame and I pulled off our shirts and just jumped into the pool, while waiting for the others to bathe. It was super fun, a mini version of our CCK plan. XD

College day after that, we all ran into the condo in a huffpuff manner, smelly sticky sweaty, and trooped out looking so smart, with tie and all. College day was a total bore. The teacher didn't let up go out at all, he said "This is no longer the LT AVA, it is now the VICTORIAN PRISON!" And so we were all trapped like rats ><>IN THE MIDDLE OF THE SCHOOL SONG! Sheesh, my poddy was plugged too deep in, I couldn't hear anything XD

Met up with the trackers and FatNat and Weixin for dinner at NYNY. Kinda farewell plus birthday for FatNat, who's always so excited about food. In fact, she was so excited, she already planned a next dinner outing coming really soon! How cool and efficient is that! I'm still feeling the fullness from dinner, and we already have new plans !!

The banner behind says "FAREWELL NAT WE'LL MISS YOU"

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR BING!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR TANO!

25.07.08
Half day today was really good. Another Relaxing Friday (: Amelia and I kidnapped Bing, for half the day, making lots of detours and encountering technical difficulties until we finally reached Island Creamery for her surprise. Blindfolds and hair styling were part of the beautiful plan. Met ClaraWara along the way of Bukit Timah, she was crazily running all the long way from CJ. Island Creamery was totally heaven, with the mudpie and lovely icecream flavours, plus did I mention, I love their photo printing machine, we kept printing photos, heh. Hope you enjoyed yourself yesterday bus-bud!

All our coolshit hairstyles with Gatsby!

Lovely favourite bus-bud turns 7!

Ame can draw!

It's been a pretty long and boring time ever since. I've learnt that LIFE SUCKS & SHIT HAPPENS. But I just gotta deal with it in whatever way I can and flush them down the toilet bowl. Anyway, most problems start with myself, and like our team motto this year, SELF-MASTERY, if I can master myself, there won't be problems!

Trngs had its ups and downs. Today was more of my downside.
Okay basically today sucks and let me whine about why:
-I had the doubt of company of my friends during PE, but it was still damn fun hanging out with the rest, really! Just gone the weird sense of humour of theirs.
-I forgot to bring my towel to bathe, and had to buy a cheapo, non-absorbant one from the bookshop.
-I had to go for Chem Remedial.
-Trng seemed pretty bad for me today no matter how hard I tried. My bleddy left foot is 'non-existent' ):
-My newly bought towel was stolen. I had to use charity towel. XD
-My slippers broke. Again.

RAWR! Its a sign I think! A sign for whatever crap's coming my way.

Tmr's gonna be a new and exciting start! Ooh my debut.

Oh and there's something wrong with my blog, I just can't seem to fit a tagboard in without screwing everything. Can't put the comments part either. So I think this suits me fine for now, a quiet blog where people shall hold their words forever because there's no space to spam (: Yes anti-social-thats me. :D

The most awesome day today, attributed to my dearest LOVELIES who made me smile a gazillion times wider than usual, laugh like a madman, make me feel all kiddy again, contributed to the lubber by stuffing me with cakes and icecream. Thank you a million everyone, for making me such a happy child these few days, especially today! (: I LOVE y'all to the end of the world!

Thank you dearest BINGBING aka SHANE & AMELIA, the crazy duo who plotted and schemed to kidnap me today! Thanks Shane for letting me meet MUTTON, I'm so gonna get that cutie to hop to my place one day! Thanks for the wonderful surprise, although the suspense almost killed me, for making me look so unglam, for the tonnes of coolshit icecream at ICE^3 (my debut) I'm so happy! Shane for being my bodyguard for the day, accompanying me around so I won't get lonely! :P

Thank you dearest NINE OTHER COOL BABES, for always being there, for all the happy and crazy and sad moments, for not scolding me today despite making your wait for so long, for the firehouse, lunch and company, walking and tasting, and for the treasured present-the poddy! I love all you beautiful people to bits, forever making me smile no matter what! Thanks buds!




Thank you dearest MUMMY, DADDY, KORKOR, for collaborating with my friends for the poddy, for the early morning cake and for practically everything, you guys are my life! (: (Although if y'all find your way here, I'll probably freak out! So y'all prolly won't see this! XD)

Thank you dearest VJSG & COACHES for the watermelon, juice, icecream cake, pizza, company and (okayokay), the fountain dunking! I thought that since my birthday falls on a Sunday this year, I'd probably be safe from the fountain, who knew! XD

Thank you dearest O8S62 for the cake, song and wishes, plus class lunch at Pizza despite our horrifying experience. (oh and I still went back for more horror the next day, >