Great and busy day yesterday, with so many things happening in 24 hours.

Journeyed with the Serangoon Peeps-JPsie and Bing again to school for training. Had a good training session, but I still cannot master my lofting! ): The weather was horrendously hot, that blistering heat SHEESH.

Lunch with many VJSG people at RoxySquare, and no one dared to eat the 'nymph-infested' ban mien anymore XD Nat the supervisor brought JPsie and I to cut our hair!! VJSG's tradition of girl's short hair. Yixiu joined the short hair+fringe gang too. So many people were there to act as witnessess. Good bye Long Hair, I'll miss you. But I kinda like my short hair too, its so much lighter.

Before

After

Headed to Cityhall to meet Iyrocus! Well, it was supposed to be a 10 plus people outing, turned out so many people pungsehed. Owells. The 5 of us had lots of fun still, Cedric cancelled his tuition just for us-thats what we call spirit! (: Watched Horton-a really great and hilarious show. I laughed so much, while the poor little toddler beside was stoning all way through, bet she didn't really understand (she looks really really young and cute) Off to Esplanade rooftop for a chitchat and some catching up to do. Fulfilled Gabriel's task of camwhoring, though to a much smaller extent than if camwhores Gabriel and Xuanyi were there. Went on to the bridge to take more more more pictures.

Our models of the day

Spells I-g-O-R-6

Models turn gay! Romantic time

Rushed down to Changi Airport just to bid farewell to Money and Za, who so luckily get to go NEWYORK for Band. How awesome is that? Ran all the way from the MRT to the departure area, and only got to wave through the glass and talk through the handphone. Rawr, why do they have to check in 2 hours before the flight? Don't people usually check in like 1 hour before only? Anyway, it wasn't a wasted trip, because I got to meet Shir whom I miss like crazy, and EeePeeWee who went crazy. Dusty Child, Blind Baby, Noisy Woman-ate late night supper at Ya Kun. Oh Whee to the savoury toasts, gooey eggs and hot milo.

But it ended off with a sad note, reached home past midnight and okaasan ni shikarareta. ): kanashii ne. But I had a fun hectic day! :D

FULL DAY yesterday! But we spent a full day in school with double training XD Lightning risk in the morning, ended up running around the school x6, trying to keep up with kr's speed. Back to the wet wet field afterwards. Lunch break followed by afternoon nap in the canteen, and training again. Ended training way earlier than usual, but we continued kicking around, practise shooting and playing a mini match. (: What fun, but I sustained lots of injuries in just that 12 hours yesterday. Booted by someone on my ankle, a painful bruise there now, blisters on my feet and 3 more bruises on my shin and knee, and I thought a shin guard was supposed to guard the shin! Sheesh. I can't walk properly now, something's wrong with my knee. I hope it gets better by tomorrow. :/ Tmr's match against JJC has been postponed to next Saturday, we shall use this week to improve TREMENDOUSLY, I hope!! It will be a real throwface if we lose again.

Spending my Good Friday recovering at home right now. Wanted to go swimming in this spectacular weather, but how to swim when I can't even walk to the pool. )': How rare for this sort of cool yet sunny weather. ^^

Omann, Money and Za are leaving us tomorrow!! They're off to NewYork with the Band people, and I'll definitely miss them so. No more shouting ZABUZA with her 11 'ta po' and no more seeing Money in Physics lecture and all over school for that whole entire week! Awww. Come back quick!! Sorry I can't send your off tomorrow, though I would love to.

ARTS DAY!!

I'm in Artery, and so I was an usher, spent my whole day walking and begging people to go for the different activities. Many different kinds, the ones which got me smiling was beatboxing; turkish icecream; West Grand Boulevard; watching Bob and PeiQi dance HipHop! :P The rest were rather ___. I saw SHAN WEE, like up close man!! Ros was so cool, she shaved the sides of her head! Maybe we can all do that for soccer, haha no I'm kidding. Had a really busy day, was tired out by the end of it. But overall, Arts day was pretty interesting, and good thing is there's no lessons! But I missed PE and captain's ball. ):

Soccer really played with my mind today. The more I wanted to get it right, the more I screwed up. I kept getting distracted by what on earth man. I need to focus and get my left kicks right! And I was soooo darn freaking sad today when I almost lost my dearest mentor. My heart really sank when I heard the news and I so badly wanted to go plead with coach. But thank goodness, I received her message that she was given a second chance! I almost jumped out of my chair. I really hope we all won't screw up anymore, just give it our best shot, 100% effort at every training and cross our fingers it pays off. I've started to want the trophy very badly, ever since camp, really really want it very badly for the seniors sake. If we can't, we MUST! Full day tomorrow but its dedicated to double trng. Whee

Math CT on Monday, the very first time I actually did a piece of work by myself this year, and its only because I have to. Kinda sucked, just hoping to do a wee bit better than I expect, so I can show my parents that I can handle JC Math! XD So thats one less subject for them to nag about.

Did Gym today, my first time stepping into the gym and doing those sets. Found some quite tough, which shows that I need to work out more, to bulk up and have more mus-cles! I'm so weak now. ):

Arts Day tomorrow and I hope it will be fun! I'm an usher, whee how fun! I wanna watch West Grand Boulevard!! I think Artery is quite cool! (:

Joansie and I were thinking hard about when and how to cut our hair short. The VJSG tradition, to cut short hair when season is coming. But we have no idea what hairstyle to go for. And right now my parents still don't really want me to cut my hair. Rawr I hope they'll accept it soon, or else its just too bad! I'll miss my long hair, when I can french braid them, tie 2 ponytails, flip them upside down, tie bun..but long hair is a bother now, especially so when I have to blow dry them every night. Sheesh. Let's all go bald man, so much easier and less hot!! ><

[VJSG]

ONE TEAM

I think its amazing, how we were strangers from the start, and one team now.

The past past past few days have been a really emotional roller coaster for me, but thankfully it has passed. Thanks to those who cared, I truly appreciate it and rest assure, I'm 100% okay to the max right now! (:

Soccer camp started on Thursday and ended yesterday. It was one hella fun of a camp, totally different for those Track & Field camps I had the past 4 years. We were splitted up into 5 groups: Di Stefano, Platini, Muller, Eusebio and Fontaine-5 soccer legendary players (no wonder we're in soccer! XD) JoansiePoansie, Peiqi, Bethany, Peiyi, Sneha and Aline made up Fontaine, yeahh!!!

Day 1 started off with a long run and the super tiring drill!! Lunch and free time, followed by afternoon trng again, dinner and night session of movie-Drumline! A really cool show, makes me wanna join military band too. Stayed overnight in school with some people, had a GOOD and SHIOK supper in the canteen, stealing the Air Rifle's bbq food plus cup noodles. Amelia Jiejie showed me something really really cool, really magical. And on a random note, Pinpin thought the stars were 'chio'. ^^

Day 2 was a match against the J3 seniors and Sam plus some of us. I had some minutes playing for the J3 team, but I felt that I screwed it up, let a pass go right through me, should have focus more; should have kept my eyes on the ball; should have should have. Gee. But still it was fun, and the weather was so damn hot, I got a sunburn and soccer socks tan! Lunch break and free time. Wanxin Bing Sock and I went to gather stuffs and paint the JTS banner, with thousands of close shaves, almost bumping into Xiang and KuanRen many times.

Resumed trng, then coach let the juniors off, saying we had a tough day, let us break. The seniors suspected it was JTS, which was the whole plan of letting them suspect, then we DOUBLE CROSS them! Some stayed behind to set up the real bbq, while the rest of us jogged/walked to pit 43 with the food. Waited there for coach to bring the seniors for a run. Smiles on the seniors faces slowly changed to 'what-the' look when coach scolded us like hell for 'losing the receipt', resulting in us not being able to do a proper JTS. Sherlyn was the actress of the day, crying like nobody's business, so convincing that the seniors believed we really screwed up JTS (Except Bob who insisted otherwise). Coach made us run back to school with the food as punishment and 'change to our boots for a whole night long of trng'. Nice seniors actually believed and felt sorry for us that they wanted to help us do our push ups, because we owed coach 1440 push ups as a team, they calculated until each of them had to do 100 plus each for us. Wheee how sweet. The real JTS was held in school at the Parade Square. (: Had tonnes of fun that night, racing with Gen using Yixiu's crutches, playing basketball with Azlin Jiemin against Xinyi Potz Gen, with Xinyi being the forever-bias-referee! XD! Slept at 1 plus with coach pacing around for a long time, making sure we all slept.

Day 3 and we got woken up with a BANG at 6am by coach, 7 minutes to change into our shoes and proper attire (without brushing teeth or wearing contacts!), fall in at the bball court. Did PT like dunno what crap, felt like dying, all the muscles in my body were on the verge of cramping. But I would definitely not be able to do it if not for the team's encouragement. Like what coach said, we do it for the team, for each other. We are ONE TEAM! It's because of this that we all managed to hang in there and complete his crazy early morning PT. When coach told us that we don't deserve a break, in my heart I was like shit another round of shuttle run? He said we deserve the gold. Whoa that was the moment, the moment where everyone just started crying, it was really something we cannot describe unless you're there to experience it, to feel the whole thing, go through that whole trng as a team. I really love this VJSG team!!! (:

Washed up, had breakfast and we started Gauntlet(?)-like an amazing race around Singapore in our 5 teams, with only 10$ and no Ezlink. Our team Fontaine was the last group to set off because of our lousy score of 20, we were lagging like siao in some previous challenge. We had a lag time of 20 minutes from the first team-Platini. ): Our group and facilitator-Jasmine were the bomb man! We were slow and relax, only running twice in the race, once we ran after Eusebio to the first challenge, and running out of Pasir Ris Park because Di Stefano was right behind us. The rest of the times we walked and took bus and mrt. Our biggest mistake was taking the freaking mrt from changi airport to suntec when we had a straight bus which was faster and much cheaper. At Pasir Ris, I had to climb up the pyramid and touch the top. When I climb there was this small boy on it already. He suddenly went "daaaadyyyy". I was like oh no, sorry boy sorry sorry, 'cause I guess I was shaking the thing and he was scared. BUT THEN!! He went "its okay, do what you have to do". Whoa sounds super cute and mature coming from that 7 or 8 year old boy. Our group lagged like mad again at the Carrefour part, but we ate lots of nice food, including Royce chocolates!! :P But caught up at the bread eating part. Met Platini at the bus stop and back to school with them. It was a tie, but according to coach, he saw our members step onto the red mat first, haha so Fontaine won. Whoooo. It was an awesome experience, from last to first, something that Peiqi was saying c'mon we're the underdogs but we'll get first, and it came true. Really cool, haha. The overall score, Fontaine tied with Platini, and following VJSG's tradition, it was penalty kicks. It was pretty bad, but JoansiePoansie was truly the superwoman of the day, she scored for us and saved all the balls, which helped Fontaine win everything! AAahhh Joansie you da bomb!!!

Received our 2 jerseys, Home and Away. Number 12 yo! :D Wore our white Away jerseys and had team dinner at the Parade Square. Delicious! First time trying the Golden Pillow. Thanks Joansie and parents for giving Bing and I a ride home!!! :)))) I'm so darn freaking shagged right now, wanted to sleep in the whole day, but I realised there is Math CT tomorrow!!!! D.A.R.N! I'm aching all over; my old knee injury is back; my ankle's still swollen; but I'm loving soccer even more!!! (: This camp is plain awesome, with the most awesome vjsg people around!

TODAY SUCKS

Met up with the ten cool people today. Lunch at Za's Hut (Pizza Hut) and a cake with songs for Pat and Dick! HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE DEARIES KRABBY PATTY & DEE-I-SEE-KAY!

Followed by a walk in town aimless with those left, walked to far east, which was really far. What a hot lazy day. We didn't do much, but it was just plain AWESOME seeing those guys who really can make me smile no matter what.

But right now, I just don't feel like smiling. Someone keeps ruining my life. My JC life to be precise. I feel so restricted, constrained and confined. Is it just me, or do you play a part in this misery. Do you really need to have a say in everything I do. You really make my life so miserable right now, I feel so torn apart. Shit I feel like crying, although I've cried so hard already. This is dragging too long, my eyes are sore from holding back those tears again. Maybe its me, perhaps I really need to learn how to balance things out, give ample time to both sides. But I feel really happy on one side, and not so much on the other. And I don't want this to happen. This is what I dread the most. In the end, what it all boils down to is, I think I'm screwing my own life like shit. I hate this whole thing. And I have a feeling that you read this. Or you can read my mind, which totally freaks me out.

CONGRATS A Level scorers! Many smiles for Cousin Yilin and Farah, Jaslyn and 06 VJSG!! You guys are seriously PRO to the MAX! I aspire to be like that too, haha. Especially Liwen, even though I have not met her before, she probably don't even know I exist, I've heard loads about her. Odac, Soccer, 4 As. Previously I wanted to be just like her, in balancing Odac and soccer too, but I guess, peer pressure plus parents objection, I chose soccer in the end.

Played a friendly match, seniors and juniors plus coach against the 1st team. It was a fun match, Yixiu and I were both injured players, but glad I could still play. It was awesome, coach got me to try playing striker, haha boy do I suck! XD

Today's trng was kinda bad. We didn't perform well, and made coach angry. ): I gotta brush up on my skills! After the talk with coach, now we're all tuned to the same goal, to TRASH a certain team and to get back our trophy that we loaned to them!! We got to be determined!!! We picked our numbers today. I am NUMBER 12!! Awesomeeee (: Went for lunch at Thai Pan, called for the van to come specially and pick us up. Butt squid butt squid and more butt squid! Bing accompanied me to mummy's shop there with 8 pairs of boots for the uncle cobbler to sew. We just brought him tonnes of business XD

Meeting up with the usual gang of ten tmrw, I'm so excited I can't wait. Haven't seen some of them in just ages! And I consider a week like years alr, I miss them oh so much!!! (: Sense my excitement?? !! Ahhhhh

Gee I don't really do these sort of post, in fact I hate doing them. BUT this time I really got to rant it out, which bugs me big time.

WHY!!! Why are you always not happy with whatever I do! I try to compromise, but are you satisfied? Never seems like it. I really wish you'd show some support, its what I like to do, and yet its hard to really enjoy it, knowing that you don't really want me to. Gee I wish our relationship will be like before again. Ever since I went to JC, its like we drifted apart, our relationship is becoming strained. I'm even afraid to tell you certains things anymore. Please, I hope there's a way to work this out. )':

Argh I feel like yelling now. Yell my head off and bury my head in my pillow.
I hate my ankle.

Shit I hate this 'emokid' feeling right now. Go away.

YOZEEEE! That's the new way of saying hi-by JoansiePoansie. :D

We got our NEW BOOTS! oohlala. Totally AWESOME I'd say! Pretty white boots in the lush green fields, hahaha. What a change, from spikes to boots. Adidas Power Swerve yo! (:

But I twisted my ankle during the mini game, crashed right into Grace and my ankle cracked the wrong way. Jeez! Farah sprayed that super cold spray onto it and it seemed fine, so I went back into the game. And boy I crashed into Coach and fell again. >< It worsened today ): Went to sinseh to rub it and the sinseh's attitude sucks. Haha gee I really hope my darn ankle heals soon, I wanna play soccer! Rawrr. Knee's old injury acting up again, I feel old man, like my machinery's spoiling everywhere, I need oiling.

I'm missing IJ trackies and Coach LohLoh. I wanna visit them next Monday! Calling out to any IJ trackers, interested to come along?

I've grown to love ThaiPan a lot. Every Friday our 3 periods break is reserved for ThaiPan with THE CLASS! :D

Saturday was THE MATCH against JJC held at VS. We formed a team of J1s only. We lost ): 1-0 ): First time ever playing in such a big field, i found it pretty tiring. But 45 minutes didn't seem that long when you're on the pitch kicking balls. It was pretty cool though, glad that I got that experience-my first soccer match. XD Some seniors and the ex-VJSG came down to support too, really good to see them again. Lunch with the rest at PP, and off to Marine Parade Library. Caught a lift from Joansie Poansie, our IN HONEY babe. Bing and I had CHOMP CHOMP for dinner, spent $10.50 plainly on stingray, orh-lua, chicken wings, sugarcane, beancurd with yam paste. It was shiok with a capital S!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY VANESSA KUMAR!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GRACE SU-DEAR MENTOR!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOLENA!! Tau Huay together soon alrights!