It's the March hols once again (:
Went for a good swim after so long. Shucks, I think my speed in the pool is deteriorating, I'm getting slower ):

Met Lum and Fang, had fun with cereals, vouchers and 'cheating' the provision shop, Lum's a total pro at that!

Went for a sleepover with Ning at Yilin's. Watched 4 movies in less than 24hours, my eyes are gonna pop soon anytime! Had loads of fun with Koizora, Coming Soon, License to Wed and 10 Things I Hate About You. Coming Soon is pretty frightening, adding on to the effects: The whole row was empty beside me (Or maybe it wasn't) Stupid Chaba freaked me out. CHABAAAAA! Had a feast load of food before leaving for school. Luckily all the food had digested before the match.

Match against International Soccer Academy. We won 3-2 I think. It was a good match for me, and I'm happy (: It felt really good to run my guts out for the team, chasing down every ball, I felt extra motivated yesterday, don't know where that rush came from, but its good! Had a late late team dinner, much later than usual :|

Watching more movies online now: Taiyou no Uta and Marley & Me!!! I shall officially zone out of the world until my parents come back tonight, with just the computer and I. Soccer camp starting tomorrow! Am looking forward (: Especially to Gauntlet!

So many highlights since my last post! Life has been pretty fun these days, I'm starting to see things in a brighter perspective, I believe there's a happier note to everything. Could be the book that I'm reading, The Last Lecture, which is a small book but I'm taking eons to read it ( I don't know whyyyy ). Its a pretty good book I reckon, it made more of a thinking and appreciative person.

HIGH-lights:
* Ceee Teees are over!!! Finallyyy, gone are the days of hard mugging and non-stop hello panda-ing! Good or bad grades, I really tried my best. I just wanna improve from promos so I'm crossing all my fingers and toes now!

* A levels results are out! Our soccer seniors are unbelievable!! They are super super super clever, they inspire me! Congrats dearest smarts #1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8!

* Happy belated birthday Pat!

* Happy belated birthday Mandy! I'm sorry I couldn't go for the outing at night! Fu Lin Yong Tau Foo was a new experience!

* Kicking around with the soccer girls after a long deprived hiatus. Dinner with them at Blk 85, best Ahballing!

* Sleepover at Betterknees's! Her bed is super shiok, so much so that I fell asleep on it accidentally, and ended up sleeping on her tummy! Tootie's breakfast was scrumptious-8 Fatty Paus, 4 sandwiches, 4 drinks XD!

* Early morning VOG torch relay with coach around the school (:]) , followed by 2.4km (:|)

* Watch soccer match at Pervert De'cruz's house.

* Happy birthday Dick!

NON highlights:
Liverpool vs Man Utd, 4-1 )))):
As quoted by Rachel Termite, "This is tragic"...

Temporary liberation from books and notes feels so good, sooooo gooooood! I'm gonna wake up when the sun is high high high up in the sky tomorrow!

Beaming with pride.

Never did I expect or even dream to be in the top 2o for CrossCountry. Looks like all that trainings and intervals, even when I was grumbling, was not for nothing. 17th, or 15th (minus IP kids category), I'm just really really really happy. One thing I can really take away from this is what Coach said before the race, about not listening to your body when you are tired, listen to your heart. It came right to me at the last leg of the race, making me push hard for my team (: To add on to the happiness, our lovely seniors and grandseniors came back to support us! Now which other team has that!



Eeeevil grannnyy dear, intro-ed to me the world's best waffles! All the waffles in PP, Kovan or AMK, are nothing compared to the one at SingPost! Everyone, GO TRY IT! It's crispy and ultra delicious :D

I get the hint, I get the gist. I'm backing off for now, until its time. But by then, it might just be too late. I'm trying to push all the other thoughts away to the back of my head, and focus on what's important to me now.

My comp's been out for 2 weeks or so, it was attacked and no one got around fixing it until recently ><

I'd rather not blog out my thoughts and feelings now, gotten rather used to penning them down in my own diary. Comments from others also kept coming in about what's wrong and stuffs, so yeah I'm keeping my thoughts to myself!

Fun Facts (like what I always do to Bethany-Did You Know?) :
! Trngs' include lots of running these days, I feel like I know ECP very well already!
! VJC XC is coming right up! Coach is picking team.
! Watched Slumdog Millionaire with Sock, Xin, Tixi, Nyny, Rachel-it was a really fun event.
! Spontaneous sleepover at Yilin's last night, it was totally impromptu-on-the-spot-set kinda.
! The fruit stall auntie has been giving me lots of free fruits the past few weeks, I guess she recognises me as the girl who buys like $3 worth of fruits on a daily basis!
! I'm drifting (apart)
! I found out secrets that I shouldn't know
! CTs are in 2 weeks, and I still thought they were in 4 weeks.
! I keep seeing my neighbour around school, but I never did confirmed it was her until recently
! Matches against SMU, Queensway, NUS-I'm just glad I've got the chance to play at least a while for all those matches.
! I'm relenting, and accepting the facts now.
! I'm hungry right now, so Imma gonna fix myself a yummy sandwich!

I don't like how this is going.
And its going no where that I'm sure.
Metamorphosis, a great big one.
Turn back time? Nay I wouldn't ask for that.
Get a whole new life, I tell myself.

Freaking no mood to blog, but its killing my insides slowly if I keep this up, so I need a little happiness boosters here and there.

Things that made me happy, even if its temporary:
! Skipped school on Tuesday
! Skipped school on Friday
! Played mahjong on the treehouse with Mandy BoonYew and Chee
! Movie Changeling with Tano
! Shopping with Mummy, even though all we ended up buying was mostly food

Life is exciting, with you around. But that sort of excitement, I'm not sure I can handle.

Its been quite a while, so many things had come and gone, chances wasted, opportunities no more. Looking back, its just a taste of regret. My wish is still there, but my goal has become more of a dream. I'm doing all I can to get it back, if only you would listen and open your eyes to see.

Highlights of the past few days:

-CNY celebrations in school - kinda boring. Paid $1 for the Yusheng that I didn't eat and didn't 'lo'. Thai Pan with the class, followed by trng.

-Chinese New Year
Hong Baos, gambling, pineappletarts-Cookies-Loveletters-Yusheng-Bakkwa, New clothes, visiting. Lost quite a bit of money gambling :/ Was so tired out from helping Mummy at her shop the days before CNY.

-Back to school. Getting sick and tired of it. Sick like literally, I hope my voice don't turn bad, I'm doing all I can to get it right now. The gallons of water I'm gulping down..Oh Shucks I feel like a water balloon.

-Friendly against BAFC yesterday. Lost ): Went for a run after the match with Grace Su. Felt like the first time I ran with her side by side, it felt good. A good run to clear my head and reflect silently, with only the sound of footsteps and the breeze from ECP.

-Teamlunch at Subway. Napped. Family gathering. Gambled again (it's still within the 15 days of CNY) - won some recess money yay (:

Some CNY peeeekturesNing and her fetish for skinned duck!