Nationals finals today, started off excitedly, we were like a bunch of primary school kids going on a field trip, we were chatty, excited and eager. But it ended off rather badly, what a sad ending to our track life in secondary, and not so memorable finals, how sad. Some incident happened, which makes us wonder, are IJ girls selfish or irresponsible? If we are irresponsible, I guess we got it from the teachers! Not naming them in case they sue me. But it is true!! 100% truth to what I said, some teachers we have are absolutely irresponsible, ignorant of what was going on. I bet they don't have a clue that such incident every took place just now, and everyone was either crying, gloomy or getting ticked off my coach.

Teow Chewy and I came running down the stairs, wanting to comfort them, then this official guy passed by, and warned us.

Official : Your school arh?
We: *nods our head* Yeah.
Official: Better not go there now. Like live-firing-range like that. Your coach scolding them until his temper shooting up! *shakes his head*

Hohoho. Turn up was horrible, why is our track team reduced to a miserable number of like half of last year's? So many people ponned, many quit track half way, the bleddy juniors all left, so there were like less than 20 people taking track photo shots. Like how pathetic is that luh! It's not even a track TEAM, but a track GROUP! This sucks, its saddening and disappointing why our track team even becomes like that, so unbonded suddenly, everyone's not performing well, not enthusiastic, not knowing the meaning of perseverance and doing the best!

I think its just us, us as in the Goat year people. We are not good leaders, most of us don't seem to be cut out to be great leaders. Not only in Track, but apparently in many other CCAs too, especially all the sports cca this year. Why!!!! Crap la, everything drops when we take the reigns, standard drops, position drops, even team bonding, wait a minute, what team bonding? Sheesh. Just hoping for a normal track farewell at least. We didn't even have our sec 1 orientation bbq, our track camp in June, nor our elections before nationals! So disorganised!!! And who do we blame? That person! Rawh. The person who loves high tea! Bahh! Get lost.

I suddenly feel very alone. Mummy's overseas, Daddy came home just now, but left again for business with his client, Korkor's at camp serving our country! This sucks, I'm like home alone! Hahah. By right, I'm not supposed to be here right now, they didn't want me to use msn or blog on weeknights, but too bad. Anyway, I don't even think they know I have a blog. Or I hope they don't. And nobody reads this anyway. Haha. Its for myself to read. And Lisa! Oh Lisa reminded me, CONGRATULATIONS JAIME SPASTIC APPLE JUNIOR, FOR GETTING INTO VJC!!! Wheee. Your dream came true, next is mine! Oh no! Audrey Teng didn't keep her promise, I didn't get to see my eye candy in real life! haha. okay maybe not eye candy yet, but to-be-eye-candy! heehee. what a pity! And he's from ARR too. wheee.

Anyway, yesterday was fun! I met up with Shana Tan!!! My St Margs primary 1 bestie, primary 2 too, then i changed school to IJ. Still kept in contact through letters. Then we slowly lost contact. She migrated to New Zealand. And all of a sudden, poof we started to keep in touch again! And she comes back about once a year, and we will always meet up! Sometimes with Joanna too, her sister/my friend. (: It was just fantastic seeing her again. Shopped in orchard, chatted, ate. Bought like 2 new storybooks with my Jap speech kinokuniya voucher! *beams* Yay haven bought books in like years! Bought a Jappie CD from HMV. Or rather, nice nice Shana treated me to it, cuz I was super super broke! I owe her one when she comes back in December!

Thinking about it, what we did for oral english today, the question, is so untrue in this aspect. "It is sometimes difficult to meet up with friends you have not seen in a long time" Haha. No not true in this case. Shana and I had so much to talk about, our past memories when we were still cute cute girls in that not so cute uniform, but when put on our cute cute self in primary one, we look uber cute luh! Not selfpraise, but its true! Hahaha. One day I'll post the picture up! Talked about our current Singapore-stress lives, uber hot weather, and NZ-relax life, uber crazy wind. All in all, it was amazing to be able to catch up with her once more. Hope our once a year meeting and emailings continue for like a long time, next year will be our 10 years of friendship already! Ain't that cool? Thats like the longest I have so far, whom I still keep close contact to. :D