5 days since his passing.
4 days at the wake, has kinda taken its toll on me. I can see my panda eyes already, from the lack of sleep. One procession was the ultimate, it totally rendered me deaf for at least half an hour, the noise is nothing I've ever heard, man my ears are still ringing. Mandai brought back hateful thoughts, but I have to learn to let go. I know that he is in a better place now, free from suffering. The lotus picture that the ashes formed after burning those paper, assured me much more 'cause the adults say that it means he has become a Buddha. If it forms footprints, it means that the departed has reincarnated into either human or animals. So I guess Buddha is the best for him (:

It's back to school tomorrow. I'm faced with Physics SPA first thing, and I have no reference to study from :\

I heard from the girls that we won MI 10-0 today, brilliant la you girls! I'm so proud!
Anyway, thank you all, for your care and concern. I'm alright now, really. Love the people man!